I'm anxious about the coming weeks. The run off is the first Sunday of November. If the weeks preceding the first round are any indication of what is to come, the next month or so won't be pretty.
This was a somewhat strange year. Not as much work as last year, more trips out of Congo, less fieldwork. I started the PhD but it doesn't feel real yet, since I haven't been to Leuven since I was admitted and I don't have a student ID (it sounds silly, but I'd like to have an ID so that it feels real and I can get student discounts, too).
After coming to terms with the idea of staying here for another two years, life suddenly became simpler. We got furniture and plants, so the apartment finally feels like a home. I can remember how I felt before, counting the days until the next trip out. Now it isn't so bad. I don't mind it as much, and I don't count the days. Still, I feel my mind is often elsewhere. I miss Guate a lot.
I guess I am somewhere over the Atlantic right now. Hovering. I feel a bit on hold.
March 2007, after the bullets

